the sun just randomly made a sudden appearance. i could barely see the computer screen. But I ain't mad at it.
Now it is hiding again.

we thought the guy working at yogun fruz looked just like john mayer. then we found out john mayer was in town. but i don't think he would be working at a yogun fruz...still it was weird.

school was very overwhelming last week. No matter how early I showed up or how many breaks i worked through, i was still behind. thank you to all of you who graciously encouraged me when i felt like a complete failure. I won't ever give up. (And hopefully never cry in front of the entire class again.)


There's not very much
 sun today
Too many gray clouds
in the way
but i'm glad just the same

I've gone some not-quite burnt toast
and a big cup of joe
glad i live on the east coast
-the part without any snow

it's another new start
this morning
the me that forgets You crept in
without warning

but my neglect is nothin'
You can't handle
Surely your big, blazing fire
can light up my candle

I need You to live,
so I need You to give
me a big dose of Your Holy Self
that knocks me of off this shelf
and back in front of Your face
going at Your perfect pace

ugh. semi-sleepless night here. i'm just so glad I'm off today. I've even done all my homework, so today i am not going to even THINK about hair. i am going to the vet, because i actually have time today. not exactly what i wanted to do on my day off, but that's part of having a pet. Which is why we don't want a pet anymore. we bit off more than we could chew/ you live and learn.

meanwhile, i'm imagining all these horrific numbers of how much the vet will cost.

i watched a movie about CoCo Chanel last night. (the one with Shirley Mclaine, not Audrey Tautou). she had kind of a dramatic life (which is why there are about three movies about her, i guess)

we had tornado warnings last night. and now its like seventy degrees. weird.

at school, we learned how to do finger waves. i think they are just fabulous. if you are like me and don't know what they are:

 ugh. my left nostril has been clogged all day and i'm going crazy. I feel grody but i still have to go to school no matter what. unless i am puking every five seconds. baaaaaaahh.
 
 i have a big girl lunch box now. it's stylish.

the dog is whining and i'm already mad at him for peeing in his room and chewing the carpet.

our weekends our Sun and Mon. On monday i was like, "Yay, i can finally go to the library and the post office." Not so fast. MLK day. So everything is left undone and another week has begun.

I'm threatening the dog. am i a bad person?